This is my life

Estate Sale (Inside)

354 Dunver
Chateauguay

Saturday November 6th: 9am-4pm
Sunday, November 7th: 10am-2pm

Take the 20 West from downtown and following the signs to PONT HONORÉ MERCIER, take the RTE-138 O/RTE-132 O exit toward CHÂTEAUGUAY/SALABERRY-DE-VALLEYFIELD. Merge onto PROVINCIAL SECONDARY ROUTE 138 O/PROVINCIAL SECONDARY ROUTE 132 O. Turn RIGHT onto RUE DUNVER.

furniture, crystal, stemware, dishware, antiques, Chickering Piano... 40 years of household items and everything must go.

When I joined LJ it was just supposed to be a fun thing. The more I used it, the more I liked it.

When I really needed my friends, I asked them to join because of the difficulty I was having expressing my self verbally (due to the side effects of the withdrawal syndrome and what it was doing to my physically etc.) At the time it was overwhelming for me to repeat and hear the sound of my own circumstances over and over and I wanted to be able to lay it all out in one spot. How ludicrous is it that my asking people to join would be taken as an ultimatum for friendship?

My often senseless ramblings at that time were fraught with anger, pain and harsh lashing out at those around me. I was not in the state of mind where I could say “I need you” and instead my words were accusatory. Looking back, I should have made those entries private because they were so raw. I regret not being able to say more than “read my journal”, but that was about all I could say. To the sweet girlfriends and strangers who offered encouraging words despite this, I thank you with my whole heart. *hugs* To LJ friends who sat through months of morose entries, thank you for your patience.

As for the “guilt trip” I laid, which is Karmaically coming back to haunt me…
I just don't think friends say “I’ve gone though this with Deb 100 times before” …wrongly comparing teenage break-ups with the hell of this past summer. The only point I have taken is that it is more important for you to be "right" than to reach out at a friend's lowest point.

This journal is now “Friends Only”.